Monday, June 14, 2010

I'm SO in love!

Saturday, we all had a rough day.

Our basement flooded, again.

Kaiden became sick, again.

Kevin and I fought about stupid stuff, again and again.

It was just one of those emotionally draining days that I couldn't wait to be over.

Except, it lasted until 5 a.m.

Mimi came over last minute and made Kaiden super happy. We stayed up and just talked and talked and even outlasted Jordan (which I never do)!

It was nice and I just let my feelings go.

There's something special about a mom that will listen and a heart that just wants to let go.

And there I sat on my front step just letting go.
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Sunday, Roto Rooter came and cleaned out our drain again, but this time, for free!

Kaiden was feeling much better and we spent our day snuggling, playing in the car in the driveway (he likes to drive now...so much so that when we are leaving to go anywhere he exclaims that "Kaiden drive!" ha ha ha) and even going for a dip in the pool.


Kevin and I talked about our recent, frequent, stress-induced arguments and came to a place where we can hopefully move on from the stress because we emotionally talked about how much we love each other and nothing (not even flooded basements, messed up commission checks or don't-have-time-for-anything weeks) can make us stop being so in love.

And my heart smiled and I'm pretty sure his did too. =)

It's crazy to love someone more than this day
or this one

and I'm so LUCKY in love!

My heart is exploding and I'm kind of diggin' it. Then, if my heart wasn't all ready overflowing, I opened up this in my email when I got to work:

and my exact words to Kevin were "Our nephew is f***ing cute!" ha! Excuse my french!..

but he is!

And I love him sooooo much! Much more than the day I laid eyes on him, too.

God is cool like that.

So you see, I'm SO in love!!

Kevin is the best thing that ever happened to me, and even though I'll probably always have to work really hard not to mess it up for the rest of my life, the work is worth it!

Kaiden, well, Kaiden. I get teary eyed just thinking about him. He...he...he is also the best thing that ever happened to me. I can't even tell you how much he made me laugh, just yesterday. He is so special and so wonderful that just being his mama is a life fulfilled.

And on top of all that, I love YOU..and YOU...and YOU, too!

Yes, the 3 of you that read my blog, you know who you are.

You three, well, you're special. Thanks for reading and loving me for me.

I write for you!..and I hope I haven't made you nauseous lately with all my love-love posts.

ha!

I'll post some Kaiden stuff soon. I know you'd rather read about him anyways. LOL.

Peace.

3 comments:

Aunt L said...

I'm glad that everything is better and you can bet that you are very much loved.

Both of my sister's grandsons are absolutely adorable!

Love you,

Aunt L

Aunt B said...

Good post!! And I know that the 3 of us love reading about you just as much as we love reading about Kaiden...=).

On another note, now you know I how I feel about Kaiden! Love my nephew!!!!

Lauren C said...

I look forward to reading your blog. We've been so far apart for so long, it's so nice to get a glimpse into what's going on in your world!