Raw.

I would say about 99% of this blog is positive. I rarely vent or complain and that is truly because 99% of my life is wonderfully fantabulous! However, with everything great, there is something not-so-great. For the past couple weeks, as far as finances go, we've been on the not-so-great side of things. First, tmobile overcharged us by a lot. Causing $350 in overdraft fees on our account. We were reimbursed...over a week later. Ok, stuff happens! I get that. Thanks for the refund ya'll..but seriously, it was YOUR bad and you sure do yank the money OUT of my account with a quickness, so why does it take SO long to give it back? But, anyways, that was nothing. Yesterday, we experienced something that we've only read about. Something we thought could never happen to us. We were SO wrong! It turns out that someone got a hold of McDreamy's bank card number (and I'm assuming security code since they were able to use it on the Internet). Yup! You read right. It started with a $100 charge that I noticed yesterday morning from a paypal account. We don't use paypal, so I knew something was up. But, you know, yesterday was a holiday, so there was no one to call. Well, by the time McDreamy got home from work last night, there was over $1300 worth of fraudulent charges on our account!!! I.still.can't.believe.it! Keep in mind we still have pending items of charges WE made that haven't gone through yet!! I'm exhausted. I don't know how this happened. McDreamy doesn't even use his card on the Internet that much. I pay the bills every month (using my card when necessary) AND I buy a lot of things of the Internet with MY card, not his. So, how did this happen? I'm so mad. So pissed! So irate!!! I wish I could find the little punk in Delaware and punch him right in the face!! Mmhmmm...we know this punk is in Delaware. There were two charge-backs to our account, so McDreamy contacted one of those companies and they had that 24-hour live chat thing. The guy he spoke to said his company noticed the address used for the purchase did not match our billing address. So, they charged us back (thank you!). He also asked if we had a card ending in ****. We did not. So they charged that account back too b/c it was used by the same prick that used ours! Fun times. Anyways, McDreamy is going to the bank this morning to try and work this madness out. Pray for us ya'll!! I cannot take anymore bad news!

On that note, when stuff like this happens, emotions tend to run wild. And, although the following has nothing to do with why I'm so frustrated right now, this is what came out.

Why don't I fit in with this ordinary crowd?

I listen and I'm quiet when they're obnoxious and loud.

I try and relate to their lame ass stories.

Sorry that nail polish color is the least of my worries!

I dye my own hair while they go to the salon.

Does that make me any less because I'm not a "natural" blonde?

My eyebrows are thick and I pluck them real thin.

They cake on the make-up and pencil theirs in!

I don't have a trainer and am on the chubbier side,

But at least I didn't need my dad to co-sign my ride!

Speaking of dads, mine left when I was eight.

Didn't realize the effect until I started to date.

Yup, that's right, I didn't marry my high school sweetheart.

In fact, my love life was jacked right from the start!

No worries, though, that's all in the past,

But don't judge when I truthfully answer the questions you ask!

Truthfully speaking, I don't have a degree.

But thinking your so much better while making less money than me?

It just doesn't add up, just like your morals.

Married in a church, but stressed over florals?

I'm sure God really cares about the perfect shade of pink.

Does it really matter what other people think?

Oh yeah, to you people, it does!

What ever happened to the sanctity of love?

Quality of life is so much more than quantity.

Just being around you people makes me lose my sanity!!

So, why don't I fit in?..it's the question at hand.

Well...

I come from at place of culture, on the other side of land.